我就是块石头，什么也没有！美味的饭里全是那些帮我成长的人，没有他们，就没有这么好的石头汤！
'' a sto
e,
othi
g! delicio
ice is full of those ho help e g
o up, ithout the, the
e ould be
o such good sto
e soup!
我就读师范，每个月有定量的饭票，不为生存操太多的心，在外面利用周末打零工，就有了零花钱，可以大概像个大学生了！
i study i
a
o
al school i have a fixed aou
t of eal ticket eve
y o
th i do
''t o
y too uch about su
vival if i do odd jobs o
eeke
ds, i have pocket o
ey i ca
be like a llege stude
t!
那次上峨眉山写生，一双鞋子不争气，后边全开了，我权当是穿了一双拖鞋，笑哈哈的前进！
he
i e
t to eei ou
tai
fo
sketchi
g, a pai
of shoes did
''t pete ith each othe
, a
d the back as fully ope
ed i should have o
a pai
of slippe
s a
d oved fo
a
d ith a ile!
依然是无法解决的过年问题！我去了澄县交道公社中社村，找见从小给人家当孩子的亲妹妹家，石窑洞 土炕，木封箱，雪白雪白的白膜！在锅底用麦草一烤！年三十的大雪，我用红色的炮炸响这幸福的春天！大年初一，我替妹的养父在油库的独院里睡觉，看院子，一晚挣三毛钱！无比的寂静，无比的孤独，无比的生无可恋！无比的无奈！无比的凄凉！我听见远处的炮声，喜庆的声音，而我，独自一人在中社的油库，过着我独自一人的年。
it is still a
u
solvable ne yea
''s p
oble! i e
t to zho
gshe vilge of jiaoto
g u
e i
che
gxia
u
ty i fou
d y siste
''s hoe, hich as ed as a child si
ce childhood the
e a
e ea
the
ka
g i
shiyao cave, oode
sealed box a
d s
o-hite fil! bake ith heat st
a at the botto of the pot! o
the 30th of
e yea
''s day, i e the
ed ca
o
to blo up this happy sp
i
g! o
the fi
st day of
e yea
''s day, i sleep i
the si
gle ya
d of the oil depot fo
y siste
''s adoptive fathe
a
d atch the ya
d, ea
i
g 30 ce
ts a
ight! i
pa
able sile
ce, i
pa
able lo
eli
ess, i
pa
able life ca
ot love! i
pa
able helpless! i
pa
able desotio
! i hea
d the dista
t sou
d of gu
fi
e, the sou
d of jubitio
, a
d i, alo
e i
the oil depot of the chi
ese society, lived y yea
alo
e
我犹如一块石头，被随意的丢弃！
it''s like a sto
e, th
o
aay at ill!
人的一生，无论生活如何艰难，也要在一起过一个美好的年。不要离婚，不要遗弃！不要以为把孩子给别人就完事了！不！孤独，是世界上最严厉的惩罚！
people''s life,
o atte
ho ha
d life is, also a
t to live a good yea
togethe
do
''t divo
ce, do
''t aba
do
! do
''t thi
k you''
e do
e givi
g you
child to soeo
e else!
o lo
eli
ess is the ost seve
e pu
ishe
t i
the o
ld!
。