到徐家沟煤矿，是我第一次上班，那年我十二岁，1974年，5月9号，我永远不能忘记的日子。从西安坐长途汽车到铜川，寻找那一如吉普赛人的剧团，我的继父把我放在那里，当有一个老师给我说，你继父走了，我打了一个冷颤，我心想，从此，我一个人的生活开始了。晚上，走到后台，看见一个脸盆都是油彩，我蹲下用肥皂洗的干干净净！
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没有人告诉你要干什么，工作要自己用眼睛找，把自己一开始就融入单位，是我从小就有的自觉的醒悟。
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从那以后，我除过每天的练功以外，台后提手锣，上灯光楼打追光，上午写字幕，下午自学语文，画布景，上街贴我写的演戏广告，有时，跟大师傅买菜，更是用一年的时间当电工，挣得一双线手套！
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